LOVE and Valentines

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Ick! I can't explain it, but I just hate the day. Maybe it's a throwback to the years when I didn't have a sweetheart on Valentine's Day. But really, Randy has been in my life for the past 21 of them and I still hate them. He tries so hard, and I feel bad that I am just not into the day. I'm not a muchy person. I hate the mushy cards. When I receive a muchy card from anyone for any occasion, it just feels fake to me. I'd rather get a funny one...hmm, what does that say about me? At this point in time, Patrick is still my sweetheart though. I got lots of hugs and kisses from him yesterday. I am going to enjoy this time while I am still the only girl in his life. I know it won't last much longer. Matt has already passed me by. He is totally smitten with Ally right now and enjoying hanging out with her. They are very cute together and we all really like her. But it is weird to know he is old enough to date. Tomorrow night he will be taking her out to dinner as a belated Valentine's gift. Just them and another couple. On a car date. He pointed out the fact today that this will be his first "real" date. I feel so old.